I don't want to be special anymore !

You are so special ... You aren't like others ...


But , just " BUT " ... if I want to be like them ...


If I wish to do the same as them ...


If I just want to be a normal girl ... a very normal girl ... I don't want to be special ...



I want to live like them ... to laugh like them ... to work hard like them ...


And I figured that me being " Special " isn't fun nor beautiful ...


Its like killing the murder because he isn't like the others ... he is special , too .


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Sometimes we lose our confidence , courage , happiness and ability for dream ... those times we just need someone to encourage us ... to make us feel comfortable and safe ... we just need someone to tell us " I will take care for everything , don't worry and just have a good sleep " and he does what he says ...


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Everyday I get scarier , but I am sure that tomorrow will be fine , it has to be fine and it has to come quickly too ..
                                                   Please Tomorrow come quickly !!!